| so it's been two years since I wrote on here but I needed somewhere to write last night I met someone, for once I felt special, and my heart was happy, I was so nervous and made mistakes, he's been the first guy in so long to understand me, and I think I could really care about him, but i think i pushed too hard, and them my hormones were all off and just i want him to give me another chance he makes me feel great and not feel so worthless, just hes special and im just worried |
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| Why can't I just be some what normal?
and yes I know like no one reads this thing so ya bleh
I hate men
I hate a lot of people
my hair's oily
I need to go work out
I'm such a fat ass
counseling's weird but I guess it's helping
I miss the summer
I want to go back
I leave for Europe in a month
mmmm Italian boys and English, French and I don't know what to call the others
I need to pee
yay for randomness
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| so I made some major mistakes...
weeeeeeeeee
dad's back in the hospital
he's just getting worse and worse everytime he goes back
learn a lesson and don't drink it fucks up your liver
my uncle has been wonderful and a good friend
males are jackasses :)
unless they are gay or related
ok I am done |
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| So it's been over a month since I have posted...
I turned 17 three weeks ago...
I wish I could say I am happy, but lately all I do is cry and pray to God to change my life. I hate who I am and hate my surroundings. Life is bringing me down and no one is there to pick me up. I just want to get away. |
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